II: The Enigma
"The biggest coward of a man is to awaken the love of a woman, without the intention of loving her." -Bob Marley.
As the name suggests, the Enigma will always be an enigma to me. One minute he could charm me with all the love in the world, and then the next, he'd be completely nonchalant and indifferent towards me. I could never fully understand him. And I can assume many things but I know doing so will not make it any different. I guess that's where the excitement lay with him. I always never knew what to expect from him. And I HATED that I couldn't figure him out. It's a pet peeve.
As the name suggests, the Enigma will always be an enigma to me. One minute he could charm me with all the love in the world, and then the next, he'd be completely nonchalant and indifferent towards me. I could never fully understand him. And I can assume many things but I know doing so will not make it any different. I guess that's where the excitement lay with him. I always never knew what to expect from him. And I HATED that I couldn't figure him out. It's a pet peeve.
I remember the first time meeting him. He was extremely tall, thin, and not my usual type. And by my type, I mean the big, bulky, rugged manly type. In other words, the Hugh Jackman type haha! So I really didn't expect anything to happen between us. But he was a smooth talker and he knew it. I love a man who can hold intellectually stimulating conversations with me, and of course with the hugh jackman kind of depth in voice. And of all the men featured here, The Enigma had the deepest, sexiest voice I've ever heard.
Although we never did get attached, I still cherish the little times we shared. And I guess why he's up here is because of the fact that he taught me how to be a woman again. He helped me find myself again (through a regrettable way) and for that I am grateful. I do wish he would be more open with me now that we're older and hopefully more mature. And I hope one day he'd realise how much he hurt me, enough to make amends. Either way, I'm happy that he's happy with where he is in his life now.
Someday let's slack on a couch again, watch tv and just be ourselves in the rain. Till next time, take care meanwhile =)
Someday let's slack on a couch again, watch tv and just be ourselves in the rain. Till next time, take care meanwhile =)
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